Today marks a final countdown to yet another surgery. I thought 2023 would be a healthy, back-on-my-feet-again year. Unfortunately the CT scan done at the point of my motorcycle accident last June uncovered something completely unrelated – a tumor on the pituitary. It couldn’t be dealt with then but now that I’m recovered from the accident, it’s time.
There is one problem with a planned surgery versus emergency surgery. You have lots of time to think about it while waiting. Not a good thing. Not only do you have time to think, but you have time to do what your doctors tell you not to do – Google. So, I’ve googled way too many times and read way too many articles.
I have plenty of time to think and google because I’ve been isolating to avoid all the bugs going around. The last thing I want is a cancellation. In all of my spare time, when I’m not googling, I’m studying scriptures for encouragement. Today I stumbled on Luke Chapter 8 and the story of the woman who was in need of healing. I’ve read the story many times, but this time it was especially poignant.
A few new things jumped out:
- Jesus had more pressing matters at hand –
- Someone very important needed Him – a ruler of the synagogue
- A young child with her whole life ahead of her was dying
- A man was crying out to Him for help and there were witnesses hearing his plea
- The child had lived 12 short years, the woman had been dying for 12 long years
- Jesus heard the cry of the father audibly; He felt the touch of the woman physically
The one thing these two people had in common was the faith connection. The father was bold and confident so he spoke to Jesus. The woman was weak and afraid so her cry was silent. They both believed in His power to heal. That is the connection I will be taking into surgery with me. I’m no more important than any other patient. I don’t have decades of life ahead of me. But I know my God doesn’t care. He cares that I trust Him.
Therefore, as they wheel me down the hall to surgery, one arm will be attached to the IV that gives all I need to medically make it through surgery and heal. The other arm will be firmly attached to the hem of His garment that gives all I need to spiritually survive and heal.
I’m double covered and for that I am thankful.
“This is my comfort in my affliction, that your promise gives me life.” Psalm 119:50
So beautifully said. Love you Sis.
Cheryl, you are such a strong beautiful Godly women! Love you my friend! 💕
You are such an inspiration and witness to how you can trust God in all situations in our life. It is comforting to all of us to know God will be with you holding your hand and guiding the surgeon and nurses.
Yes, Cheryl you’ve got it all prioritized correctly👍. Rest in Gods Grace, mercy and timing. Relax in his Love for you, his child.❤️🙏🏻